Still sick

yup. still sick. I've actually considered going home. It's unbearable.
I have moments when I'm pretty alright, but then it comes back again.

Anyways, today I managed to lay by the pool for a while. It was nice and it was one of the not-sick moments.

If it doesn't go away in 2 days, I need to go home.

Hangovers ARE the devil

yay! the internets.

I have 8 minutes to write this.
Okay so, the first two days were pretty fun.
But then yesterday, I got such a bad hangover that I fainted about 3 times, I was sickly sick to my stomach for about the whole day.
Then I thought I had been better cause It usually only takes about a day.
So I went out (without drinking), and ate and everything.
But then today, I was just as sick again! and I hadn't even tasted the goddamn alchohol!
I hate that I've gotten the same thing as my mum.
I never know when I'll get hangovers and when I won't.
It's so funny how calling your mum when you're like that is a help.
I needed desperately to talk to her. I don't know why. It's somehow comforting. haha.

I'm too scared to even consider drinking anymore.

Kos

I have this feeling I probably won't be able to blog these next two weeks seeing how I'm spending them in Greece.
This'll be my last one until then, maybe I'll keep a little notebook with me, so I can remember those things I really want to write about.

Anyways, I'm very excited. It really didn't hit me before yesterday that we're leaving. It was funny, cause we had NO intensions what so ever to drink yesterday.
Suddenly we're sitting there, meaning Caroline, Ida, Kristin, Malene, Pernille, Tine and me, with cider beer and all.
haha. we're lame.

I'm working on packing right now, of course I have that paranoia everybody has when they're packing, I just CANNOT forget anything.
so I've been thinking through the list a thousand times. I still feel like something is missing.

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My neck hurts so bad you don't even know, it's definitely stress, it has to be.
and my jeans are just gone. just out of the blue sky.
I have NO idea where they are and I saw them just a couple of days ago.
I can't understand it. I need those jeans.

aaaaaaah

a part of where I'm going in two days (I really could NOT get a better picture =S):

Le Fabuleux Destin d'Amélie Poulain

I've been avoiding writing these last couple of days cause I don't have any interesting to write.
I haven't been doing anything.. almost..
yesterday I was at René's 18th. Before that I went around a little waiting for the bus, and I finally bought Amélie.. or Le Fabuleux Destin d'Amélie Poulain.
It's officially my favorite movie. It used to be Little Miss Sunshine, but I have to admit this one has beaten in.

You've probably heard about it, or seen it, but still.
It's about this very shy girl living in Montmarte in France, one day she decides she wants to help people in stead of daring to do anything else in her own life.
She then falls in love... and the rest you can see for yourself, cause you have to see it.

It's not like a movie. More like a... art piece put to life.
and the music in it... wooow. :)

René's 18th was fun, and we, of course, watched Amélie..
I'm watching it again right at this moment actually...

HP and Imogen Heap

There! now I'm done with the HP book. It took me, estimated, 15 hours.
I know it's been done faster than that, but then again I'm not a very quick reader.
I've barely done anything the last 3 days. It's been reading, eating and movies.

I was about to say I need to get things done tomorrow, but seeing how it's sunday that's going to be impossible. This country is of course closed on sundays. I need a simcard for a phone. I was suppose to get the iPhone, and it was suppose to be the same amount as in the U.S... I really doubted it to become that way, and I was right. It's as expensive as a donated liver.
rawr.

So, I want to mention Imogen Heap. She's amazing.I've been addicted to her a couple of months now, and I think you should listen to this song a couple of times. It gets more beautiful every time you listen to it. Or so it did to me, I think it's one of my most played songs on Itunes.
Hide and Seek


I don't know why the video is not working, but just click the
link in stead or something.

As for the music video, I'm not impressed.
It's decent and everything, and I'm not saying I could've done better.
But I just think so much more could've come out from this song!

Geek

Guess what I'm doing?
.. yep. I'm reading Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows YET again.
This is the third time, but to my defense, that was a year ago.. that I actually read it two times two weeks apart.

I started yesterday and is almost done.



It's brilliant though. I'm one of the many HP freaks.
And I'll mourn the end of the series til the day I die.

WHY oh WHY didn't she make it longer?

Finally a job?

Hi.

Tuesday. wow, you have to look a long time to find more drama than that. I didn't get involved. But damn.
Yes, we drank again. we had a drinking games and stuff. very.. umh.. interesting..

Anyways, yesterday I actually saw Happy feet two times! I saw it for myself because I've been wanting to see that for a looong time. Later a lot of people were over at Carolines house to watch a movie.
We ended up watching Happy feet there too. But it's a cute little movie and I really didn't mind it.

Before all of that I went to the mall with Pernille and we just looked around. What happened was, I have really been wanting a job at Carlings. We just went in there to look and then I asked the guy there a really simple question.
Suddenly we were standing there talking and all, actually for a long time to.

I have a feeling I might get it! :D
and that's exciting cause I love Carlings, their clothes and everything.

but you know what other clothes I like?
Urban Outfitters. It's killing me that I never got the time to go and look. And it's killing me looking at the website seeing all those pretty clothes that costs a fortune to get sent over from the U.S.

aaah

Decision about being social

yayy Sunday I saw René! That was amazing :)
We were at his bf's place and watched a movie and ate pizza. very good evening!

Yesterday I went to IKEA and got stuff for my room. I can finally finish it.
And then I was invited to Boi-boi's 18th, so I went there and that was fun.


Bored, trying to figure out if I want to go and drink with people tonight or sit inside with a couple of movies and lots of candy and good stuff.
I've been out almost everyday since I got home.
hard decision, very hard.

WHAT SHOULD I DO?

Nightmare

I hate when that happens.
I hate when you are so tired, you fall asleep, but only at the surface.
Cause you end up having a bad dream that wakes you up way to early.
And then you can't go back to sleep, cause all you can think about is the dream and that you don't want to go back in it.

The worst nightmares are not really the ones thats suppose to make you scared. But more so, the ones that just freaks you out, the really weird ones.
Like the one I just had. It felt totally and completely real! and I think I was dreaming IN the dream too, that's why it was so weird.

The cat I chased of the bed felt real, me turning the itunes music in my OLD room off without even putting it on felt real, and laying in the bed trying to sleep IN my dream... aaaah I DONT EVEN HAVE CAT!
And then the worst part: freaking out IN the dream trying to wake your real self up.
I tried and tried and shaked my whole body, but it just wouldn't get out of it.

You can probably tell I'm pretty freaked out right now.
I think I'm going to put a movie on and fall asleep to it.

Being just me and my parents in a big house like this, where 7 people usually take place, doesn't help the case.

Denmarksplace

I'm so tired.

Well, on Friday, we didn't end up going to Siljes, we actually went to Hans Roger's place and bbq-ed. We didn't stay very long, but it was a nice little visit.

Yesterday was fun.
On daytime I didn't do much. It was so annoying cause my parents said they were going to the beach. A little after they went, I decided I wanted to go too, cause I really wanted to swim. I walked down there, and then when I came I couldn't find them anywhere. So I had to sit down alone. So I actually sat at the beach quite lonely for about a hour and swam and everything. It wasn't bad, I enjoy being alone sometimes.

Later I went to Tone, we drank and stuff before going to Christians party.
The party was alright! I was suppose to go with Tine at 2.30, cause then I had a ride and everything, but I just didn't want to leave at that particular moment, so I ended up taking the first bus home at 7!
At 4 the people that was left suddenly wanted burgers for some reason, so we all went down to the gas station to get it.

I didn't sleep or anything, I decided not to, cause I was so scared I was going to get a hangover. I actually managed to avoid it today.
Me and Dag was just sitting up playing Guitar Hero to keep us awake while we were waiting for the bus.





well, that was pretty much today too.
Later I might be hanging with René, I can't friggin wait to see that boy.

Job hunting

So, well.
Yesterday I was suppose to go bowling with a lot of people. But when me and Caroline were on our way people told us that it was not open. So we figured we would just go up to Ida's while finding out what to do.

After a while Christian and Kim came and we went with them to Christians place, where we played guitar hero and watched movies.
Me, Caroline, Ida and Kristin stayed the night.
I wasn't planning on it so I didn't have clothes or anything. I hate when that happens, especially this time cause I was going downtown to look for a job. We were already downtown so there was no point in me going home just to change and then take the bus all the way back. I felt disgusting.

Ida and Caroline went with me. We went around for hours!
I asked sooooooo many places, but all of them either didn't know (didn't have their manager) or they said, come back in August.
So basically I'm kind of doomed when it comes to getting money for Greece.
I bet I have to borrow EVEN more from my dad. aaaah I feel sorry for him.

Tonight we're going to Silje's place... I don't know what we're doing. But I heard something about eating. Which is always good!

Like a feather in air

I let loose of my boredom and actually managed to do something today.

Yesterday was my dads birthday, so we had a nice dinner and dessert and everything. It was actually the first time I ever drank alcohol with my dad and step-mom there. My dad asked us (me and my step-sis) if we wanted apple cider cause he had bought it for us. It was weird but kind of fun. It's only about 3 months until we turn 18 anyways, and we're going to Greece in 3 weeks. What exactly do they expect us to do there, alone, without adult supervision? haha.

Anyways.
Today I woke up pretty late, again, but not as late as previous days. I got up and decided to go the the mall to visit Ida, that I haven't been able to see yet. She was working so we couldn't hang out, and she's not off before Friday.
Also I wanted to check out the new stuff there!
There's been a lot of changes since I left.
Still not as cool as the stores in the U.S... But that'll never happen here in Norway.

About an hour ago I started putting up posters and everything, it's going to take forever and a day. You might ask why I bother putting up posters, but to be honest it's just something I have to have on my wall to feel at home. haha!
My walls are über cool and it'll probably look pretty amazing, so I'll post a picture or something. yaya.

Other than that, all I have to say is, YAY! Sun is back and it's nice and warm out.
I had an urge to swim today but never got so far. It's probably freezing in the waters here anyways.


So I'm drifting away like a feather in air
letting my soul take me away from the hurt and dispair
So I'm keeping the vertical forever elevator
Riding the escalator to the something that's greater