Crazyness can be triggered by endless of things

I was sitting with my photoshop just doodling. I'm actually not very good at photoshop, and the only thing I keep on doing is retouching. Perfect things and faces.
I'm not good at being creative.. really. and if i try to do somewhat creative things, it's extremely simple and doesn't take up a lot of time, I'm working on it..

This is not the point though.
The point is:

Retouching is so goddamn addictive! When you suddenly know how to make yourself look like a model, thats what you end up doing. I have to admit I've done a lot of photos of myself and that sounds horrible. Even though it's just shallow dream, looking at those fake pictures, makes you feel so much worse about yourself.

I've had pictures I feel like I looked alright, then I opened them in photoshop, fixed them, and afterwards felt like shit for not looking like that in the first place.

If your a person with screws about to twist and fall out in your head, starting to photoshop yourself will definitely push them all out and make you crazy.

This is a quite simple example:


and by the way, i do not retouch ANY pictures I put out. I adjust them and that's it.
The people that put out retouched pictures of themselves is the ones that has already gone crazy.